My Commonplace Book



Birds make great sky-circles of their freedom.
How do they learn it?
They fall and falling, they’re given wings.
Rumi (via liquidnight)

(via crashinglybeautiful)

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Tango7174, Notre-Dame de Reims (South transept), Champagne-Ardenne, France.

crashinglybeautiful:

Tango7174, Notre-Dame de Reims (South transept), Champagne-Ardenne, France.

Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words. Rainer Maria Rilke (via liquidnight)

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L’humanité

Read:
Nous avons tous éprouvé cela. L’humanité est comme une mêlée de masques.
Pourtant—et vous en avez fait sûrement l’expérience,—parmi ces
enveloppes mortelles, il y en a chez qui nous sentons ou croyons sentir
une âme, une personne—peut-être parce que cette âme a quelque
ressemblance intime avec la nôtre. Mais, par contre, ne vous est-il pas
arrivé, en présence de tel homme obscur ou célèbre, de sentir que vous
êtes bien réellement devant un masque impénétrable dont l’intérieur ne
vous sera jamais révélé? J’ai eu souvent cette impression gênante. Il y
a des hommes que j’ai rencontrés et à qui j’ai parlé vingt fois, et qui,
j’en suis certain, me resteront toujours incompréhensibles. Il me semble
qu’ils n’ont pas de centre, pas de «moi», qu’ils ne sont qu’un «lieu» où
se succèdent des phénomènes physiologiques et intellectuels. Je perçois
chez eux des séries de pensées, d’attitudes, de gestes; mais, quand ils
me parlent, ce n’est point une personne qui me répond, c’est quelque
merveilleux automate. Je pourrai les admirer; ils me communiqueront
peut-être ou me suggéreront des idées, des sentiments que je n’aurais
pas eus sans eux; mais j’ai, du premier coup, la certitude que je ne les
aimerai jamais, que je n’aurai jamais avec eux aucune intimité, aucun
abandon, et qu’ils seront éternellement pour moi des étrangers.

Losses

General Petraeus, when the death-count of American
                                                                 troops
in Iraq was close to 3,800, said ‘The sad truth is you
                                                            never do get
used to losses. There is a kind of bad news vessel with
                                                                      holes,

And sometimes it drains, then it fills up, then it empties
                                                                      again’.
leaving, in this particular case, the residue of a long
                                                                           story
involving one soldier who in the course of his street
                                                                   patrol,

tweaked the antenna of the TV in a bar hoping for
                                                                 baseball,
but found instead the snowy picture of men in a circle
                                                                 talking,
all apparently angry and perhaps Jihadists. They turned
                                                                 out to be

reciting poetry. ‘My life’, said the interpreter, ‘is like a
                                                         bag of flour
thrown through the wind and into thorn bushes.’ Then
                                                       ‘No, no’, he said,
correcting himself. ‘Like dust in the wind. Like a 
                                                            hopeless man.’

Andrew Motion

Crawfish with pincers (Phillipines); Worm from depths of ocean (Japan); Snail from a hydrothermal spring (Japan), and hairy crab (Easter Island)
From  Census of Marine Life

Crawfish with pincers (Phillipines); Worm from depths of ocean (Japan);
Snail from a hydrothermal spring (Japan), and hairy crab (Easter Island)

From Census of Marine Life

“The More Loving One

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,
But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time.

-- W. H. Auden

Bikram Says …

Bikram says, “When you encounter a stressful situation, you have three choices

  • Fight
  • Flight
  • Getting out of the way

What is your choice?

In This Blind Alley by AHMAD SHAMLOU

They smell your mouth

Lest you’ve told someone ‘I love you.’

They smell your heart

These are strange times, my dear

Love,

they drag out under lampposts

to thrash.

Love must be hid in closets at home.

In the cold of this blind alley

They keep their fires ablaze

burning our anthems and poems.

Do not venture to think.

These are strange times, my dear

He who pounds on the door in the nighttime

Has come to kill the light.

Light must be hid in closets at home.

Lo! the butchers

stationed on roads

with chopping-board and cleaver soaked in blood

These are strange times, my dear

They slit smiles off of lips

And song from the throat.

Joy must be hid in closets at home.

Canaries are being roasted

on a spit of lilacs and jasmine

These are strange times, my dear

Satan, triumph-drunk

Feasts at a table spread with our mourning

God must be hid in closets at home.

This poem was written shortly after the 1979 revolution.
Translated by Saya Ovaisy in Tehran, Summer 2009
Purple-rumped Sunbird, Bangladesh
Photographer: Sirajul Hossain

Purple-rumped Sunbird, Bangladesh

Photographer: Sirajul Hossain